Insecure what you gonna do?
Feel so small they could step on you.

Lyrics from today's song of the week sum up my mood for the day so far. Feeling a bit down. The work situation troubles me more than I care to admit. Everyone around me doing their thing. Do they know I am out at the end of the month? Eleven days work and I'm through. I need to pass my resume on to some people but have been dragging my feet. The gist of it is I fear change just as much as the next guy. I am after all, a coward.

Yesterday I got back on the Atkins bandwagon per new years resolution number two. My goal is to lose twenty pounds by my 33rd birthday. For those wondering that would be March 24 of this year. Two and a half months to get the job done. Tonight yoga class starts up again and I made a promise to practice more than once a week. Along with the promise to make an hour the minimum time spent on the treadmill. So far so good with that one but I have to get on the treadmill more often.

I have given up the kitten hunt for the time being. It's turned out to be a frustrating and fruitless search. I did get a call back yesterday from the shelter I contacted over the weekend and got a bunch of conflicting information. I swear these people don't hear a word I say and I'm tired of fucking talking in circles. I want one female kitten. KITTEN, not a six month old cat. FEMALE not male. ONE not two. The litter of kittens I was told about are now no longer available, would I like a nice adult male? He doesn't let you hold him but he's very affectionate. Would you be interested in adopting two cats? Why don't you talk to your husband about it.

I'm hanging up the phone now.